Quick To Run Away, Quick To Stay

[daeseol]

Title: Quick To Run Away, Quick To Stay
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Xiumin/Kai, Xiumin/Luhan
Wordcount: 7,310
Warning: mentions of alcohol
Summary: "Love is giving someone the power to destroy you... but trusting them not to."
Author's Note: Well, honestly this wasn’t easy! But thanks to my lovely team, especially mara_ciro (hey beta ∩˙▿˙∩) and darkyulate, for staying

Comments

[daiminnie]

I... have no words to say. I'm speechless. I'm...

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I had no idea this is all about pre-Luhan departure. You made it look so real ㅜㅜ Idk if I should hate Minseok for what he did to both Jongin and Luhan or feel sorry for him instead... tho I know that what he did can't be justified only because he was drunk and he wanted to forget. Minseok is a real big jerk here. And he's my bias ;~;

Luhan demanding that Minseok fcuk him to prove that he still loves him, yeah, it won't solve anything. I'm having a few seconds of silence over here for those golden words. You really nailed it.

So anyway...

I think this is a kind of set-up where sorry won't be enough and no matter what you do, things won't turn back the way it was. It was all messed up. Minseok gave Jongin a false idea and also cheated on Luhan. On top of that, Jongin and Luhan are very close friends. How Luhan ever managed to forgive Minseok, I have no idea. I guess it was the power of love :") and because he wanted to make their final days together to be happy because he was about to leave...

...which only reminds me that Luhan's departure from EXO was perhaps the cleanest. I think he said his farewells properly rather than just simply leaving. But ofc this only my personal opinion lol none of us know the truth, yes?And this is OT. Haha

But this one is really good! I never imagined you would ever write NC-17 fics lol ^-^ Your choice of words are not too vulgar unlike most NC-17 fics and there is no necessity for very graphic descriptions but the images are well-coveyed :]

Oh, and the ninja SuDi is mandatory! Icwudt lol Jongin walking in on SuDi doing things dating couples would normally do *wiggles eyebrows* DAS RITE.

Wow. Totally wow. You're amazing. I am VERY happy that you wrote XiuHan. I may cry ㅜㅜ Not much of a XiuKai shipper but this turned out to be reALLY good. /shoots you with XiuHan love bullets/

[daeseol]

this is a really really really late response but thank you so much oh my god. i appreciate this comment really. huhu. i'm glad you enjoyed (not sure if that's the right term) reading this. ;; thanks a lot. this means a lot to me.