Weird
So, as awful as it is to say...i miss high school so much. everything was so much easier. school was easier. friends were easier to come by. love was easier. everything was right there provided for me.
i guess thats why we go to college. to grow up.
i haven't learned how to do that yet. ive spent the last year of my life trying to fight growing up
and now its catching up to me.
new school = new friends right?
wrong!!!!
new school is easier to get good grades. harder to make friends because everything is so spaced out. like physically far away from everything else. almost everyone here has their group of friends and i feel awkward being like, "hey can i sit with you all?" or like hey lets hang out tonight. so i just sit in my dorm and wait for someone to come in to talk to my roomie and hope they'll want to say hi to me too. i didn't have many friends at transy. really i had 3. turns out. you dont need many. just a few.
fuck
its a big city.
why is it so hard...
grr....
i hate whineing and bitching about having no friends because i have some. theyre just far away.
i miss assumption so much.
and all the time. psh.
again lame man.
well i never really post on here so its kinda weird. i never really know what to say in my blog lol.
so for now i will say
"like uncle ben (not the black rice guy) always said, "with great power comes timely abortions."
i guess thats why we go to college. to grow up.
i haven't learned how to do that yet. ive spent the last year of my life trying to fight growing up
and now its catching up to me.
new school = new friends right?
wrong!!!!
new school is easier to get good grades. harder to make friends because everything is so spaced out. like physically far away from everything else. almost everyone here has their group of friends and i feel awkward being like, "hey can i sit with you all?" or like hey lets hang out tonight. so i just sit in my dorm and wait for someone to come in to talk to my roomie and hope they'll want to say hi to me too. i didn't have many friends at transy. really i had 3. turns out. you dont need many. just a few.
fuck
its a big city.
why is it so hard...
grr....
i hate whineing and bitching about having no friends because i have some. theyre just far away.
i miss assumption so much.
and all the time. psh.
again lame man.
well i never really post on here so its kinda weird. i never really know what to say in my blog lol.
so for now i will say
"like uncle ben (not the black rice guy) always said, "with great power comes timely abortions."