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I realized something today, while at dialysis.
This isn't my fault.
All that I have ever done is love and support Shane in any endeavor he chose to make, and call him on his shit when he was full of it. Even now, I'm trying to make sure he gets the help he needs and to make sure he's okay, no matter what happens to us.
This IS NOT my fault. Yes, I've dealt my fair share of shit, but it doesn't always take two to ruin a marriage.
Sometimes, it just takes one person to stop trying.
Thinking about it still hurts like hell, and it will for awhile.
He hasn't decided if he's leaving yet, but has promised to stay until Social Security comes through at the very least so Mike doesn't have to shoulder the burden that is keeping the girls and I safe and housed.
We'll see what happens?
This isn't my fault.
All that I have ever done is love and support Shane in any endeavor he chose to make, and call him on his shit when he was full of it. Even now, I'm trying to make sure he gets the help he needs and to make sure he's okay, no matter what happens to us.
This IS NOT my fault. Yes, I've dealt my fair share of shit, but it doesn't always take two to ruin a marriage.
Sometimes, it just takes one person to stop trying.
Thinking about it still hurts like hell, and it will for awhile.
He hasn't decided if he's leaving yet, but has promised to stay until Social Security comes through at the very least so Mike doesn't have to shoulder the burden that is keeping the girls and I safe and housed.
We'll see what happens?