Liberation
Well, for the past night and today I have not left the house. Why, you may ask? Because it feels WONDERFUL. I, for the first time in ages, am alone, by myself, with no one to annoy the shit out of me or tell me things that I should be doing right now. I didn't realize how tired I was and how I do shit all the time...it feels absolutely magical to just do...nothing. I had a very interesting conversation with a certain person yesterday. I may have said a bit more than I should have, but, ultimately, it was just to reveal some things I've kept to myself for a while and should have probably told the other person involved, who would have probably understood more. If the person who reads this knows what I'm talking about, I didn't mean any hurt, I swear. And if no one has any idea what I'm talking about, good, very good. Um...anyways...even though this being myself is not going to last, for my sister and two brothers are about to be out of school soon, it just feels liberating right now. By the time they're out of school, I would have already started working at NOCCA and starting my fantabulous summer which includes:
Working at NOCCA
Performing in an off-Broadway theater in NYC!!
CCY (my 18th birthday is on the first day, June 24)!!
NYU move-in: August 26.
So, I'll have a life this summer...I just hope that it includes other MT seniors besides Griff (I know I'll be with him lol). I miss everyone already. But yes! I will continue to enjoy my time alone while it lasts.
♥
Working at NOCCA
Performing in an off-Broadway theater in NYC!!
CCY (my 18th birthday is on the first day, June 24)!!
NYU move-in: August 26.
So, I'll have a life this summer...I just hope that it includes other MT seniors besides Griff (I know I'll be with him lol). I miss everyone already. But yes! I will continue to enjoy my time alone while it lasts.
♥