Jan 18, 2010 16:01
Today is one of the lowest points in my life. I've been exposed as a liar and fraud. My honor has been stripped from me by my own hands, my self-respect is gone. People have seen me at my most foul, and it hurts like hell but is completely deserved. It is nessicary, and I have intense regret over my actions.
I have a confession. Since october, I have embezzled roughly $400 from my workplace for the purpose of paying my bills. I lied to my beloved in order to maintain my pride. Rather than accepting my inability to admit the shameful position of being unable to do my part, I stole from work.
Today, I talked to someone from loss prevention about what I did. I admitted my guilt completely as I have no reason to lie. I wrote a confession to my crimes, verified my fraudulent transactions, and signed an agreement to pay back the ammount I've stolen. I am certain that I've forfeitted the rest of my time at aaron brothers, thus removing my unemployment and severence I needed to survive. I have a job lined up, but I don't know if I will get that now with my shame exposed.
I was belittled and insulted by my boss after the fact, finally gaining a reason for her to dislike me that I understand. I do not blame her.
I've lost the faith of everyone I know locally with this exposure, and with this confession I expose myself to you.
I appologize if I've been terrible to you. Now is a time to start over. Now is a time to reveal myself at my worst so you can see me for what I am.
I'm sorry, and I'll try to make do my best to make it up to all of you.