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My cousins' situation is really shitty and I wish there was more I could do for them.
They didn't deserve all of this shit. It's really not fair.
It makes me so fucking mad.
it makes me even madder that i try to spend all of this time trying to make myself feel better when i could be helping other people that are hurting more than i could ever know. i spoke with one of them for about 2 hours this morning. it really felt like he needed to talk, and i hope he feels better. but fuck, he has to go right back to it. i don't know what else i can do for them. i don't think they don't expect anything of me, but i want to be there for them. they're like my little brothers. but i really can't be there. it IS something they have to do for themselves.
damnit.
They didn't deserve all of this shit. It's really not fair.
It makes me so fucking mad.
it makes me even madder that i try to spend all of this time trying to make myself feel better when i could be helping other people that are hurting more than i could ever know. i spoke with one of them for about 2 hours this morning. it really felt like he needed to talk, and i hope he feels better. but fuck, he has to go right back to it. i don't know what else i can do for them. i don't think they don't expect anything of me, but i want to be there for them. they're like my little brothers. but i really can't be there. it IS something they have to do for themselves.
damnit.