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Hello, if there's anyone still out there that reads my stuff... you can ignore this. I'm mainly being a hypochondriac and getting my nervous breakdown out while not "talking" to anyone who knows me well and might get worried about what I'm saying. Its really scary when after talking more about your digestive problems the doctor orders an intestinal cat scan that can't be done until my medicare takes effect in the month of November, then you get home, remember what your mother died up and look it up on the internet to verify that yes, you have all many of the symptoms of small intestinal cancer.
I'll jibber about it tonight and probably have some insomnia and then get over it and push it in the back of my mind until I can actually do something about it - November. After all, I had to do the same thing about the possible enlarged vein in my vein brain they found after my small TIA a couple of years ago. And the cataracts that keep myking my sight worse and worse. Without insurance there's not much you can do. This coming month I'm a hell of lot more worried about paying my bills and making my rent - all of which shouldn't be a problem in Sept.
I'll jibber about it tonight and probably have some insomnia and then get over it and push it in the back of my mind until I can actually do something about it - November. After all, I had to do the same thing about the possible enlarged vein in my vein brain they found after my small TIA a couple of years ago. And the cataracts that keep myking my sight worse and worse. Without insurance there's not much you can do. This coming month I'm a hell of lot more worried about paying my bills and making my rent - all of which shouldn't be a problem in Sept.