Rant
(Not asking for sympathy, just have to get some anger out)
God dammit, I'm already having problems with clearing out the storage area one day a week - all I do is sit on a chair and unwrap stuff and make decisions (give away, trash, keep) while other do the moving around of boxes and stuff and I STILL take 4 days to recover from it. Now my f**king knee has decided to join the party and because I actually walked around a couple of stores on Friday it hurts like a son of a bitch. I had to cancel this week's work on the storage area (it'll save me $200 a month once its cleared out) and yesterday I only managed about 2 - 3 hrs of sleep at a time). It IS better today, I got 4 hours of sleep at a time, but what the hell. Don't I have enough problems already. What with the therapist trying to convince me I should look at an ACLF and all, I've got enough on my mind. I'm so frustrated!!!!!! ARGH!
And what does it say that what worries me the most about the ACLF is the food. I have problems finding stuff I'm willing to eat and I wind up eating snacks and stuff and if I'm in a home I'll have to eat what they want and not have a refrigerator and how will I get all the water I need to try to keep the edema down without ice and, and....
God dammit, I'm already having problems with clearing out the storage area one day a week - all I do is sit on a chair and unwrap stuff and make decisions (give away, trash, keep) while other do the moving around of boxes and stuff and I STILL take 4 days to recover from it. Now my f**king knee has decided to join the party and because I actually walked around a couple of stores on Friday it hurts like a son of a bitch. I had to cancel this week's work on the storage area (it'll save me $200 a month once its cleared out) and yesterday I only managed about 2 - 3 hrs of sleep at a time). It IS better today, I got 4 hours of sleep at a time, but what the hell. Don't I have enough problems already. What with the therapist trying to convince me I should look at an ACLF and all, I've got enough on my mind. I'm so frustrated!!!!!! ARGH!
And what does it say that what worries me the most about the ACLF is the food. I have problems finding stuff I'm willing to eat and I wind up eating snacks and stuff and if I'm in a home I'll have to eat what they want and not have a refrigerator and how will I get all the water I need to try to keep the edema down without ice and, and....