When will it stop hurting?
Almost a year. When will the hurt go away?
I had an amazing, wonderful 5 days off- days filled with fantastic people whom I respect and admire, people who care about me. I made tasty food, went hiking, swam in the river, watched fireworks, played scrabble and spent a lazy afternoons reading in the sun.
I should be happy, but instead I'm crying over her... wishing she were here... feeling lost and sad and hurt that she probably isn't even thinking about me at all.
I had an amazing, wonderful 5 days off- days filled with fantastic people whom I respect and admire, people who care about me. I made tasty food, went hiking, swam in the river, watched fireworks, played scrabble and spent a lazy afternoons reading in the sun.
I should be happy, but instead I'm crying over her... wishing she were here... feeling lost and sad and hurt that she probably isn't even thinking about me at all.