1 year
today is november 17th.
last year at this time was possibly the best itme of my life. i would have never admitted it before. but i will now. better then april.. well not better.. different. nothing is ever better. just different.
i kinda want last year back. well.. at least the feelings. i was soo happy. i've grown up so much since then.. i've grown up so much since april.. fuck.. i've grown up so much since yesturday. my mind keeps changing along wtih my feelings. one thing stays constant.. but the one thing sucks a lot.. ill never get him back. i don't deserve him. no one does though. hes awesome.
ps.. i'm so over that god-like person that i dwelled on all summer. really.
last year at this time was possibly the best itme of my life. i would have never admitted it before. but i will now. better then april.. well not better.. different. nothing is ever better. just different.
i kinda want last year back. well.. at least the feelings. i was soo happy. i've grown up so much since then.. i've grown up so much since april.. fuck.. i've grown up so much since yesturday. my mind keeps changing along wtih my feelings. one thing stays constant.. but the one thing sucks a lot.. ill never get him back. i don't deserve him. no one does though. hes awesome.
ps.. i'm so over that god-like person that i dwelled on all summer. really.