wake me up..
today was september 11th. that really fucking sucks. like i know everyone posted shit about it.. but honestly.. 4 years ago today.. yeah.
school has been great. great friends. great parties. great sex. just great in general.
the love life is typical. called him the other night.. cryed about it.. never gonna be over it. hearing his voice was the most amazing thing ever. and i still think that he may feel the same way.. call it stupid hope.. but i guess we all need some hope. i don't mean to sound like a stupid slut.. but i could have my pick of so many boys.. to fuck or date. but i don't want any of them. i fucking miss him. bleh..
i don't know what else to say right now. i'm fucked up a lot.. like drunk.. and high.. i get high a lot.. i'm not sure how i feel about that.. hhm.. we'll see.
school has been great. great friends. great parties. great sex. just great in general.
the love life is typical. called him the other night.. cryed about it.. never gonna be over it. hearing his voice was the most amazing thing ever. and i still think that he may feel the same way.. call it stupid hope.. but i guess we all need some hope. i don't mean to sound like a stupid slut.. but i could have my pick of so many boys.. to fuck or date. but i don't want any of them. i fucking miss him. bleh..
i don't know what else to say right now. i'm fucked up a lot.. like drunk.. and high.. i get high a lot.. i'm not sure how i feel about that.. hhm.. we'll see.