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Sooo this will probly be my last journal entry before I move, as I am very limited in my internet access from the apartment. Justin is here, staying with me til Wednesday to audition and help me move. We are possibly going out to dinner tonight.
I spoke to Ashley on the phone today; we were talking about her adventures in San Diego/L.A. and the quandary of being a 20-something. I am really just trying to accept that being in your twenties is all about change...finding your self and finding your place in the world. After 21 years of structured family and school life, not having a set plan and routine can be daunting. I have felt lost and unsure of whats going to happen to me...but I have to accept that this is what all of us go through when we go out into the world...and "settling down" really means you've found a niche in life that makes you happy and comfortable...the thing that we are bound to search for throughout our twenties, which molds us into the adults, and perhaps parents, we will one day be. Hmm.
So, my Florida loves, I'll see you all soon...and for those of you in NYC...it won't be long before we're together again :)
I spoke to Ashley on the phone today; we were talking about her adventures in San Diego/L.A. and the quandary of being a 20-something. I am really just trying to accept that being in your twenties is all about change...finding your self and finding your place in the world. After 21 years of structured family and school life, not having a set plan and routine can be daunting. I have felt lost and unsure of whats going to happen to me...but I have to accept that this is what all of us go through when we go out into the world...and "settling down" really means you've found a niche in life that makes you happy and comfortable...the thing that we are bound to search for throughout our twenties, which molds us into the adults, and perhaps parents, we will one day be. Hmm.
So, my Florida loves, I'll see you all soon...and for those of you in NYC...it won't be long before we're together again :)