Thank God for Pills and Pot (hee hee)
So, I thought I was gonna end up with yet ANOTHER round of strep throat at the beginning of the week. I immediately started an antibiotic and knocked it out. Especially since I need to be around my Mom. Friday is her big appointment, and I really want to be there for her. I also want to hear first hand from the doctor what the prognosis is at this point.
And No- I'm not a pot head. But it sure is nice to come home, smoke a bit and laugh your ass off and not worry about everything. Every once in a blue moon, you know. It helps me let go. I'm not back into any kind of habit, but I have a bit, and it makes for better sex-- most of the time. Chatt-guy is on his way over, and while I'm not really in the mood for company, I figured I should entertain his request to see each other tonight. Once he's here I'll get past the uneasy feeling of having to put on airs for someone coming over. It's this auto-program that runs in me whenever someone comes over- is everything ok, everything presentable? Did I shave ALL of my legs? LOL
Can't wait until being a big-girl is in my past. Well, I'll always be a big-girl probably, but I won't always be a huge-girl. I'm making some small steps toward some big plans, and I finally see them coming into fruition here very soon.
Haven't done shit productive or entertaining. Perhaps this weekend will be better.
And No- I'm not a pot head. But it sure is nice to come home, smoke a bit and laugh your ass off and not worry about everything. Every once in a blue moon, you know. It helps me let go. I'm not back into any kind of habit, but I have a bit, and it makes for better sex-- most of the time. Chatt-guy is on his way over, and while I'm not really in the mood for company, I figured I should entertain his request to see each other tonight. Once he's here I'll get past the uneasy feeling of having to put on airs for someone coming over. It's this auto-program that runs in me whenever someone comes over- is everything ok, everything presentable? Did I shave ALL of my legs? LOL
Can't wait until being a big-girl is in my past. Well, I'll always be a big-girl probably, but I won't always be a huge-girl. I'm making some small steps toward some big plans, and I finally see them coming into fruition here very soon.
Haven't done shit productive or entertaining. Perhaps this weekend will be better.