I am going to live with my parents forever. Shockingly not because I am going to need the financial support, but because they will. Over the past couple of years we've had amazingly horrible medical antics (which got successfully treated a year ago \o/ FUCK YEAH) which left them with horrible medical bills that've put everything into a financial downward spiral. l-lolo 8( I've been looking for work recently for this reason! But apparently even if I do find it it'll be a little late on some things since this morning I got told they were liquefying their goddamn retirement funds to deal with some things. WHO CAN GUESS WHAT MY IMMEDIATE REACTION WAS.
If you guessed something along the lines of "Fuck I'm gonna live with and support you guys forever" you are right. And I think this is something I'm really gonna do. This is my family and these are my parents and they've worked so goddamn hard for us over the years, it's time we turned around and helped them out when they're struggling now. But apparently I'm the only kid in the family who thinks so. My brother and sister are always talking about how they want to move away, even now! In the middle of all this! And who knows what little sister is thinking. It's really kind of depressing. I mean, I remember when I thought seriously about moving away and getting an apartment and opening up a cool little bakery/deli joint. And sometimes I still do, but more and more lately I think about the future and I think about working some decent but boring job and helping pay off my parents' bills and helping put tiniest sister through college. And then eventually they'll be gone and I can't really see anything past that. It's a weird feeling.
I dunnooo. I just wanted to whine a little. I don't think I really do that enough.