Don't be intimidate by the length
First and foremost, I would really like a new layout. -Sigh- I should get off my lazy ass and find one to modify.
Secondly, I'm feeling better. Even though I hate taking antibiotics, I must admit that they do their job well. I'm much better now. Gawd, I hate taking antibiotics so much because it's horrible on my immune system. You guys know what that stuff does? Basically if you abuse antibiotics (like taking it everytime you cough or whatever) your body becomes dependent on it. No, more like used to it or adapt to it. So basically your immune system weakens because it's used to the help from the antibiotics but your body has already gotten used to the antibiotics at the same time so it's not as effective anymore. There's no quick fixes for anything. Pish, thinking like this keeps me from being addicted to drugs. Even with Tylenol I only take it if I was really miserable. My mom used to be a pharmacist so I'm very concious about these things...leave me alone >.>
Thirdly, I'm think about making this journal friends only. If that's the case then I need to go back and make every entry friends only. Even though it's quite easily done with program I'm still thinking about that work. I guess I'm becoming a bit more security aware? Whatever...
Randomly, I'm really into Nightmare's Alumina right now.
Not so recent news, I got a haircut and some new clothes. Side note: Holly, I'm really hoping you get me that picture I asked you to take. I finally found suspenders and I loved wearing em. I must say: +10 points to self-image! My mom also bought me 2 new jackets when we went shopping the other week. One is a green codoroid jacket with brown leather elbow and shoulder patches (looks very classy in my opinion. I've wanted a dressy jacket with leather patches for quite a while now). The other jacket is black and sleeveless, like a vest jacket but it's puffy. I might return this one though, cuz it was a bit too expensive for the style. The first jacket was $150 after like 75% sales but it was worth it because of the details. The black one, however, was $60 after the sale and being a sleeveless jacket it costed too much in my opinion.
I kinda wanted to do something big during Spring Break this year considering im in college and all but my freinds work and I'm deathly ill. That idea was botched before it even hatched. There's next year?
I don't want to worry about about scholarship money. I have HOPE and.....HOPE. My uncle talked to me at the beginning of this school year about school. Words got out that the only scholarship I have is HOPE and so I got pegged as lazy for not looking for other scholarships. Yeah, I'm lazy but I'm more intimidated. I'm so fucking intimidated by the fucking FAFSA form that's required for like 90% of the scholarships. I have to fill that shit out all by myself because my parents are basically useless at that stuff. They just give me the tax form and I have to do everything. I didn't know what the fuck I was doing or if I'm doing it all right. IT.WAS.SHIT. Trying to do that stuff last summer gave me so many complications with HOPE that I had to just fill out the HOPE form itself and avoided FAFSA. Of course there's also the other stuff. Contributing to the community and all that jive. There's the Point Scholarship for contributions to the gay/lesbian community. It would have looked pretty good if I held a position in GSA rather than just member. Same for other clubs as well. I wish I was more ruthless sometimes. Whatever, all in the past. I should look into something for Gavel club. I can get some pretty good reccomendations and records for that. Still there's FAFSA -shudders-
I admire the steampunk technophiles. I really wish I had their ingenuity. If you don't know what steampunk is, let me remind you that you have the world wide web at your disposal and let me assure you that it is fascinating. I want to do a steampunk art piece for my last art project in 3-D design. I'm thinking of having a watch as the main piece and several other sub-pieces to form a costume and with me, a character. Hell, I'll even take on a persona and make a performance piece.
Speaking of 3-D, I'm doing well in that class. I'm the only person in that class making consistent As. I was the only one to get a quadruple A on the first project and I've gotten two out of three pieces I've done in the display case. I'm proud of my works so far. I only hope I can continue.
/end for now. More to come...?
I know I'm still sick but I missed being outside.
Secondly, I'm feeling better. Even though I hate taking antibiotics, I must admit that they do their job well. I'm much better now. Gawd, I hate taking antibiotics so much because it's horrible on my immune system. You guys know what that stuff does? Basically if you abuse antibiotics (like taking it everytime you cough or whatever) your body becomes dependent on it. No, more like used to it or adapt to it. So basically your immune system weakens because it's used to the help from the antibiotics but your body has already gotten used to the antibiotics at the same time so it's not as effective anymore. There's no quick fixes for anything. Pish, thinking like this keeps me from being addicted to drugs. Even with Tylenol I only take it if I was really miserable. My mom used to be a pharmacist so I'm very concious about these things...leave me alone >.>
Thirdly, I'm think about making this journal friends only. If that's the case then I need to go back and make every entry friends only. Even though it's quite easily done with program I'm still thinking about that work. I guess I'm becoming a bit more security aware? Whatever...
Randomly, I'm really into Nightmare's Alumina right now.
Not so recent news, I got a haircut and some new clothes. Side note: Holly, I'm really hoping you get me that picture I asked you to take. I finally found suspenders and I loved wearing em. I must say: +10 points to self-image! My mom also bought me 2 new jackets when we went shopping the other week. One is a green codoroid jacket with brown leather elbow and shoulder patches (looks very classy in my opinion. I've wanted a dressy jacket with leather patches for quite a while now). The other jacket is black and sleeveless, like a vest jacket but it's puffy. I might return this one though, cuz it was a bit too expensive for the style. The first jacket was $150 after like 75% sales but it was worth it because of the details. The black one, however, was $60 after the sale and being a sleeveless jacket it costed too much in my opinion.
I kinda wanted to do something big during Spring Break this year considering im in college and all but my freinds work and I'm deathly ill. That idea was botched before it even hatched. There's next year?
I don't want to worry about about scholarship money. I have HOPE and.....HOPE. My uncle talked to me at the beginning of this school year about school. Words got out that the only scholarship I have is HOPE and so I got pegged as lazy for not looking for other scholarships. Yeah, I'm lazy but I'm more intimidated. I'm so fucking intimidated by the fucking FAFSA form that's required for like 90% of the scholarships. I have to fill that shit out all by myself because my parents are basically useless at that stuff. They just give me the tax form and I have to do everything. I didn't know what the fuck I was doing or if I'm doing it all right. IT.WAS.SHIT. Trying to do that stuff last summer gave me so many complications with HOPE that I had to just fill out the HOPE form itself and avoided FAFSA. Of course there's also the other stuff. Contributing to the community and all that jive. There's the Point Scholarship for contributions to the gay/lesbian community. It would have looked pretty good if I held a position in GSA rather than just member. Same for other clubs as well. I wish I was more ruthless sometimes. Whatever, all in the past. I should look into something for Gavel club. I can get some pretty good reccomendations and records for that. Still there's FAFSA -shudders-
I admire the steampunk technophiles. I really wish I had their ingenuity. If you don't know what steampunk is, let me remind you that you have the world wide web at your disposal and let me assure you that it is fascinating. I want to do a steampunk art piece for my last art project in 3-D design. I'm thinking of having a watch as the main piece and several other sub-pieces to form a costume and with me, a character. Hell, I'll even take on a persona and make a performance piece.
Speaking of 3-D, I'm doing well in that class. I'm the only person in that class making consistent As. I was the only one to get a quadruple A on the first project and I've gotten two out of three pieces I've done in the display case. I'm proud of my works so far. I only hope I can continue.
/end for now. More to come...?
I know I'm still sick but I missed being outside.