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I'm so frustrated with myself!!@
I've always known and understood what it meant by 'easier said than done',
but maybe, i've never thought it will ever be this hard.
All it took was just one word,
and there i was, crashed and burnt.
Why can't i be a little stronger,
a little tougher,
and maybe a little more rational?
Why can't i stop being so indecisive,
and stick to my god damn decisions after making them?
Each time, my thoughts they sway left and right,
just like a pendulum whose lost its momentum.
I find reasons and excuses,
to comfort myself, to defend myself,
just so i think it's okay to be fickle,
but you and i, we know it's not.
The monochromatic images that i see,
only remind me of things that i want to be reminded of.
That boring bedtime story which i hear over and over,
is now the only thing that'd put me to sleep.
I've always known and understood what it meant by 'easier said than done',
but maybe, i've never thought it will ever be this hard.
All it took was just one word,
and there i was, crashed and burnt.
Why can't i be a little stronger,
a little tougher,
and maybe a little more rational?
Why can't i stop being so indecisive,
and stick to my god damn decisions after making them?
Each time, my thoughts they sway left and right,
just like a pendulum whose lost its momentum.
I find reasons and excuses,
to comfort myself, to defend myself,
just so i think it's okay to be fickle,
but you and i, we know it's not.
The monochromatic images that i see,
only remind me of things that i want to be reminded of.
That boring bedtime story which i hear over and over,
is now the only thing that'd put me to sleep.