Oct 04, 2004 14:52
well this is great...the school year has started. and i haven't written in my journal in a very long time. life is going pretty good, i guess. i just know that i better start doing better in my classes and start taking school seriously, or i will looking like a damn fool.
as far as boys, everything is everything. why did i say that when i don't even know what the hell it means? hahahaha, i am silly. but i must say that there is a certain someone at my school that has caught my eye. i think it is pretty funny, because they are the exact opposite of me. quiet, shy, evil,...intriguing.
home life sucks and that is the norm. but i guess i can say that i have it better than some people. yeah, mommy can be a bitch, but daddy is getting back to normal. i wish that he wasn't such a jerk...but i guess that that is life.
why, why, why? i did horrible on my anatomy test and on my college algebra tests. 66% and 10%, i know that i am not stupid, but i just suck. and mel is my bestest friend ever (mel, herself just typed that). i have never been very good on test...
emotions are a bitch. too bad for that. this entry is just changing topics all over the place. i am sorry for that. but yeah, back to emotions...i wish that they weren't so darn strong. like there are this two people that when i am around, i have the strongest urge to do...very freaky things to them. even though i know it is wrong, and that it would be unfair to them in the end, i still feel this way. well i am going to stop before i get extra horny.