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I feel like all this month i have been mostly drunk... its been pretty crazy.
a couple of saturdays ago, i stayed up all night drinking with leo, we had a really good time. I forget how much i hate vodka.. until i get sick.
Leo started yelling at me... and he said if i were a man he would slap me... it sounds bad, but he started crying and he said that when he met me that he could see something in me, that i would suceed in life, and that i was going to go far. And he said that he wanted to slap himself for letting me fall like i did, because he watched the whole thing. He said that he has always loved me and that he would do anything for me because i would do the same for him. He said that the reason he never told me was because he didnt think that i cared for him like that.
It was weird, i felt so good but so bad at the same time. and then the reason i hate vodka happened... he held my hair for me.
I felt way better afterward... :P yarfff,, he kept kissing me... i was like no, god thats so gross!!! but he siad that he loved me and he didnt care how bad my breath was. its sweet but ewwww.
we stayed up all night talking and what not... heheh it kinda slipped my mind that i had to open at 8 am ... and it was about that time when i remembered. I was very toasted.. so leo had to drive me to work... so i went into work drunk, tired, and i had 2 huge hickys on my neck.
i had a great day.
ever since that me and leo have been pretty close... we have talked alot but neither of us really know what to think about all of it. I just know that it makes me feel really good knowing he cares about me.
this morning he walked all the way to my house in the rain just to wake me up and see if i wanted to hang out.
Leo is a really awesome guy.. he always has been, he really made me think about alot of things.
a couple of saturdays ago, i stayed up all night drinking with leo, we had a really good time. I forget how much i hate vodka.. until i get sick.
Leo started yelling at me... and he said if i were a man he would slap me... it sounds bad, but he started crying and he said that when he met me that he could see something in me, that i would suceed in life, and that i was going to go far. And he said that he wanted to slap himself for letting me fall like i did, because he watched the whole thing. He said that he has always loved me and that he would do anything for me because i would do the same for him. He said that the reason he never told me was because he didnt think that i cared for him like that.
It was weird, i felt so good but so bad at the same time. and then the reason i hate vodka happened... he held my hair for me.
I felt way better afterward... :P yarfff,, he kept kissing me... i was like no, god thats so gross!!! but he siad that he loved me and he didnt care how bad my breath was. its sweet but ewwww.
we stayed up all night talking and what not... heheh it kinda slipped my mind that i had to open at 8 am ... and it was about that time when i remembered. I was very toasted.. so leo had to drive me to work... so i went into work drunk, tired, and i had 2 huge hickys on my neck.
i had a great day.
ever since that me and leo have been pretty close... we have talked alot but neither of us really know what to think about all of it. I just know that it makes me feel really good knowing he cares about me.
this morning he walked all the way to my house in the rain just to wake me up and see if i wanted to hang out.
Leo is a really awesome guy.. he always has been, he really made me think about alot of things.