Hmmmm
so james just left, says that he is going to jeramey's house (???)
took his video camera.
lastnight when i got home his car was parked different, so i asked where he went, he said that he went to daves house, but he wasent home so he came home. but mema says that he left after i went to work and he didnt come home until just a while after i got off of work.
and this morning, i was just starting to fall asleep, and he got up got dressed, and i asked him where he was going, he said that he was borrowing my car to go take someone to work.
all day he has said nothing to me. and when he was getting ready to leave, i just had the over whelming urge to cry so i did, and he just sent me a text message asking why.
jake called me and he wants to know if i want to hang out after he gets off of work. :/
but i think i have decided that i just dont care anymore about any of that bull shit.
i am going to go see mom, and ask her if i am still on her insurance, and if i am i am going to get on buspar agian, and maybe it can helpme deal with this. because i am pretty sure its done.
took his video camera.
lastnight when i got home his car was parked different, so i asked where he went, he said that he went to daves house, but he wasent home so he came home. but mema says that he left after i went to work and he didnt come home until just a while after i got off of work.
and this morning, i was just starting to fall asleep, and he got up got dressed, and i asked him where he was going, he said that he was borrowing my car to go take someone to work.
all day he has said nothing to me. and when he was getting ready to leave, i just had the over whelming urge to cry so i did, and he just sent me a text message asking why.
jake called me and he wants to know if i want to hang out after he gets off of work. :/
but i think i have decided that i just dont care anymore about any of that bull shit.
i am going to go see mom, and ask her if i am still on her insurance, and if i am i am going to get on buspar agian, and maybe it can helpme deal with this. because i am pretty sure its done.