7th of Feb
Alright so i was on a slight downer on the last post, and had a strange week. Felt stupidly down for no reason then at cheer leading because the journalists where there i took the class for an hour and it was so great i stayed behind a bit longer so that we could learn a new movie where basically i do a back somersault of mikes hands and it looks really cool - and felt so good for a couple of days then felt dragged down again. Until tonight where i went back and i was the assistant coach for 2 hours as well as doing my own stuff, I can almost do a back somersault from standing on my own now. I no longer pay for cheer leading but don't get paid yet. the exact phrase was "we don't have the money to pay you yet" so presumably when i get more experience and my qualifications and can take a class on my own I'll be able to earn. It also means in the future I'll have X amount of experience and be able to take part time jobs in this area. And god do i love it, I'm starting to get flexibility back, I'm starting to get strength back (real strength not fakey gym strength) and I'm gonna have to think of new things to learn for next session.
This month is going to be tight, I have my Coaching Course in Liverpool on the last Weds and Thursday of the month so get to see Luci and learn how to coach I'm also going to Birmingham for 2 nights on the 23rd weekend so finally get to see Beckie again! \o/ I've also got my Cuz' 18th in Sunderland on the 29th which most of you know about and I'm REALLY looking forward too, those going I hope you got an AMAZING costume sorted because mine is fantastic, also I've got all the components of Harry Potter basically if someone wants a quick costume.
Had a weird dream last night, it was great their was romance and fun and passion and kissing - with a boy and I was so insanely happy, and then I woke up. How fucking rude - then i made the mistake of watching an episode of Greys Anatomy before going to work which terned out to be one where i just cried for the last half hour then it ended on an emotional cliffhanger just as my alarm telling me to go to work went off. Seriously! how rude.
This month is going to be tight, I have my Coaching Course in Liverpool on the last Weds and Thursday of the month so get to see Luci and learn how to coach I'm also going to Birmingham for 2 nights on the 23rd weekend so finally get to see Beckie again! \o/ I've also got my Cuz' 18th in Sunderland on the 29th which most of you know about and I'm REALLY looking forward too, those going I hope you got an AMAZING costume sorted because mine is fantastic, also I've got all the components of Harry Potter basically if someone wants a quick costume.
Had a weird dream last night, it was great their was romance and fun and passion and kissing - with a boy and I was so insanely happy, and then I woke up. How fucking rude - then i made the mistake of watching an episode of Greys Anatomy before going to work which terned out to be one where i just cried for the last half hour then it ended on an emotional cliffhanger just as my alarm telling me to go to work went off. Seriously! how rude.