[crap] you seriously don't have to read this.
because it's just me ranting. it wouldn't make your day any better. so if you happen to pass by, don't click on the cut.
why post then? you ask. because i need to let it out. and look, i'm not targeting a single person, but . if you're angry about this, I'M SORRY
thanks for making my life in school looks like shit, even when i'm on vacation.
why the heck is it that no one wants to help, even when she took the initiative to ask.
it's not like she was WAITING for volunteers.
making her life worse is not making my life any better.
i'm sorry if you hate me. but i hate you too.
bearing for over 4 months doesn't make my temper any better.
it doesn't make it worse. it just makes you worse.
i can jolly well say i'm a very dangerous person. and you won't want to know why.
flows of apologies can come my way, but it is not going to make my day.
it is not going to make me feel better for the rest of the week either.
you just have to say no, and apologize to me. and i have to in turn say apologies on your behalf to everyone else. what's the joke about that? is it fun? is helping out going to make you drown in shamefulness or something? or maybe it makes you happier to see me suffer and keep apologizing to everyone else out there. fine. I'M SORRY. I've been saying this more then i'm saying hi.
but what? what can i do? just throw these away and say it's none of my business?
yeah. but all the shit just come to me. like i'm a toilet bowl or something.
and in the end? i'm to be responsible. all right. THANKS.
now i finally know how shitty a class can be.
when someone needs help but no one does help.
what can i say? sorry, like always?
not as if i don't want to help. but my jlpt matters to me. i can jolly well skip the lesson and know nothing and cause me to fail my jlpt and am lagged behind by one more year. i cannot afford.
all i have to say is, thanks, for making my day worse.
and then i'd like to say, SORRY for not being able to help.
and if this made your day worse, i'm truly sorry.