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Dec 22, 2004 20:27

"Since You've Been Gone"

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

HOW THE FUCK DARE YOU SIT THERE AND LIE TO ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU HAVE LEARNED FROM ALL OF THE SHIT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME AND THEN GO AND FIND SOME GIRL LIVING IN ANOTHER COUNTRY AND TELL HER YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH HER AND TO MOVE DOWN TO MIAMI TO LIVE WITH YOU?????? EXPLAIN TO ME IN THERE WHERE YOU LEARNED ANYTHING. YOU FUCKING LYING BASTARD, YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID TO ME AND HOW SORRY YOU SAID YOU WERE AND ALL OF THIS BULLSHIT, YOU FRUSTRATE ME TO NO END. I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL, I AM MUCH MUCH BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE. YOU MAKE ME GLAD I HAD THAT ABORTION, THAT WAY I WOULD NOT HAVE TO BE REMINDED OF YOU LET ALONE HAVE TO HAVE YOU IN THE LIFE OF MY CHILD, BECAUS EYOU WOULD NOT HAVE FUCKED UP THEIR LIFE THE WAY YOU HELPED FUCK UP MINE. YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO BE LOVED EVER BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF THE WORD LET ALONE HOW TO LOVE, BECAUSE IF YOU DID THEN YOU WOULDNT HAVE DONE ANY OF THIS. YOU CAN LIE TO YOURSELF ALL THAT YOU WANT, BUT YOU WILL NEVER BE A MAN AND YOUR FATHER WOULD BE COMPLETELY ASHAMED OF YOU IF HE KNEW OF THE SHIT THAT YOU HAVE PULLED, HOW FUCKING DARE YOU? YOU ARE SCUM, YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, I HAVE LOST ALL OUNCE OF RESPECT FOR YOU LET ALONE FEELINGS THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD HOLD FOR YOU FOREVER, FUCK THAT SHIT, YOU ARENT WORTH IT. I SPENT 2 AND A HALF DAYS WITH SOMEONE WHO TREATED ME BETTER THEN YOU HAVE EVER TREATED ME, YOU NO LONGER HOLD ANY SIGNIFICANCE IN MY LIFE, FUCK YOU AND FUCK ANYTHING WE EVER HAD. YOU ARE MY BIGGEST REGRET
I HOPE YOU FINALLY LEARN SOMETHING, BUT ONLY AFTER FUCKING YOURSELF OVER AND LOOSING THE ONE PERSON YOU WILL EVER TRULLY LOVE
I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU LET ALONE REMEMBER WHAT WE HAD, YOU ARE CUT OUT OF MY HEART, THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES. THEY WILL BE REPLACED WITH ONES THAT I CAN REMEMBER AND FORGET ABOUT YOU. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I TRULY HATE AND DESPISE YOU WITH ALL MALICIOUSNESS THAT MY HEART CAN HANDLE. I HOPE YOU FUCKING ROT AND WONT BE ABLE TO FORGET THAT YOU HURT SOMEONE THE WAY THAT YOU HURT ME, BUT DONT WORRY, I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE ELSE WHO WILL TREAT ME A HELL OF ALOT BETTER THEN YOU EVER COULD, HE IS MORE OF A MAN THEN YOU WILL EVER BE. REMEMBER THAT JAM, THIS WILL CATCH UP TO YOU ONE DAY AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS SO HARD YOU WILL LOSE ALL FEELING, AND THAT IS A SHITTY LIFE TO LIVE, ONE WITHOUT FEELINGS, FOR THAT YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD.
wITH ALL OF MY ANGER AND HATE
Nicole
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