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Oct 18, 2010 08:57

 Hello.

I wonder what's wrong these days. I'm highly irritable when it comes to you and you NEVER fail to rub me the wrong way. I wish things were different but it seems like you aren't really trying that hard anyway. All you do is plead with me to do things with you when there isn't anyone else who's free.

Its rather sad; the way I look at it. I'm a backup plan, a failsafe. When the world fails you, there's always J. You think I'll always be there. I wish I would be. But no, you need to wake up. At the rate you're treating me, there's no way I'll be there for you until the end of time.

They say men don't have intuition. I say they're wrong. I have intuition. And this one never fails me. It worked with Dwayne, it worked with Durham, it worked with Tze Lin.

This intuition now calls you a pathological liar who cares for her own personal well-being first before everyone else.

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I took up a post grad course that will burn up 2 weekends per month for the next 2 years. I wonder what I was thinking when I signed on the dotted line. Then again, I knew what I was up for, and I know exactly what I was thinking.

"You need to stop overcompensating. I would suggest you take a break." Oh how true your words ring, my dear friend. There's a reason why I love you so much. You mean so much to me - I think a part of me would die if you leave me. While I sniggered and laughed at you, I wish you knew how touched I was when you panicked upon finding out that I could be "leaving for adelaide" within 7 days.

You are beautiful.

Okay. time to lock up the emotions. Game face on. Bring it on, Monday. I'm all ready to go.
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