Dec 27, 2004 08:29
I think happiness is the thing everyone strives off of, whether its a little burst of it or a big dose. Some are lucky enough to have a dose of happiness everyday, or every couple of hours. I myself get to experience happiness whenever I feel like it. Thats what makes me a better person than all of you. Because I am self-righteous. Man I was trying to make a serious post but I guess that shit will never happen anymore not that I am away from that one girl. Lmao. I went to angels christmas night and chilled with him. I stayed at his house and then stayed most of the next day. I had a doctors appointment today and now I got some stuff off my mind. I told that girl about how I felt because thinking about it was killing me. I guess I can't just hold my feeling anymore. I am hoping that is good. I had a great time with my family this break but I am thinking now is the time I start having fun with my friends. I am going out new years and going to have a normal night like normal teenagers. That makes me feel good. I am happy right now and that is all that matters to me. Nieman is going to come over today no matter what anyone says. I am going to hang out with angel today no matter what. And you know what. Anything else that happens besides that is because I decided it should happen. Well I am going to nap for a lil bit before this day starts.