One Day...
I want a fucking kitten. They make me extremely happeh.
Gah.
Alice got a Siamese one, yesterday. It's baby-fur was so soooooooft~ I nuzzled it and cuddled it and snuggled it~ ♥
One day.
I'll have an apartment, a kitty, custody of Chaos, and somebody who can cuddle and snuggle me, back, for a change. Hehe. ♥
Then, that will be my family. That's my dream. I think that's my idea of happiness - the idea of folding inward into a world that's full of what's most precious to me, what brings me the most joy and fulfillment in life and then, giving it the freedom to grow.
I finally have a dream to be passionate about, in life. It feels nice, having some direction of where I want to be in the next, few years; thinking about what I want for myself, rather than just trying to make someone else happy, desperately hoping they'll want to do the same for me.
At this point, in time, it's just a distant dream, but...
One day.
It'll be realized.
Gah.
Alice got a Siamese one, yesterday. It's baby-fur was so soooooooft~ I nuzzled it and cuddled it and snuggled it~ ♥
One day.
I'll have an apartment, a kitty, custody of Chaos, and somebody who can cuddle and snuggle me, back, for a change. Hehe. ♥
Then, that will be my family. That's my dream. I think that's my idea of happiness - the idea of folding inward into a world that's full of what's most precious to me, what brings me the most joy and fulfillment in life and then, giving it the freedom to grow.
I finally have a dream to be passionate about, in life. It feels nice, having some direction of where I want to be in the next, few years; thinking about what I want for myself, rather than just trying to make someone else happy, desperately hoping they'll want to do the same for me.
At this point, in time, it's just a distant dream, but...
One day.
It'll be realized.