The Cinders of Cindy
Hello, my name is Jeremy Marrs I am a Loser, a user and just a plain backstabbing bastard. Things that I like to say good about me have passed so long ago. Why am I being verbally abusive to myself. Well when you fuck up not only your own life. Yet 2 others you might have a hard time telling yourself your a good person. I have also encountered many
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her death is not your fault! she made the choice to kill herself.nothing you would have said would have stopped her,it may have delayed it but she would have taken her life anyways... trust me,thomas did the same thing. I told myself if I was only there to tell him how I felt or tell him he was special to me,then he wouldnt had killed himself,but that is a lie I tild myself.see he wasnt happy within himself and didnt want to really get the help from anyone,and he made the choice to end his life the same way Cindy did...but no matter what I said or didnt say I did not cause him to do that and I couldnt have stopped him either. dont beat yourself up about it,learn that it was not your fault and you could have done nothing more to help her.....
if you feel like you screw ppls lives up and want to stay on the right path,then DO IT. but do it for yourself nd not anyone else,because if you try to change for others it wont last but if you do it for you then you will stay detrimned to do it right and all the way......
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