God, Am I like you or I'm I something else?

[jinx_7]

Whats wrong with me the more I reach into the world of god the more my mind is tainted with dark Premise. I'm not a wayward christian, I do not shove my opionion of god on every single person. I only use gods word when I feel like the can mean the most. I know I'm dark but I still have light in my soul. I know I'm the most hated because I'm neither

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[errer1984]

oh MR. you sound so troubled! I wish I could give you answers to all your questions.this has been a touchy subject for a while! you need to make a choice in your faith.you have many questions and you need answers.there is only so much others can do for you,you have to make that choice to follow God with all your heart and so or you dont.its good that you have questions,and it would be good if you got them,all you have to do is ask and talk to the right people.pray,and reading his word (the bible) will help giude you.
its very easy to look at someone and see the wrong they do and see them call themselves a christian and not "act" like one,and then see them as a hippocrite or as you call them "wayward".but its not man you are to be like it is God. I pray for you even if you dont think I do,I pray that god will open your heart to the truth he has and not to be decived be satan and his lies. this is a path that takes time,as long as you are willing and ready to have christ in your heart and take control of your life;others wise it will be a confusing pathway and full of hate and denial.take time,pray,and be willing to let him. other then that no one can give you that peace you are looking for.
I know you feel alone!I feel that way too.and the way our last conversation ended i'm sure that lonely feeling is strong,but things in our life are hard right now and we say and act in ways that can hurt us more.things are not perfect,but things might get better.I wish you were here right now!