I need a divorce
Its almost Christmas, and Matt has been home for about a month on IVs. hes supposed to get 50% of his pay, but theyve screwed it up so its late. Bills are due, and I was gonna maybe do day after thanksgiving Xmas shopping before work. So Im getting all stressed out about how much we owe the credit card, and what does he go do? spend 70 dollars on crap. This was after I told him if he really wanted the Beavis and Butthead DVD I would get that for him for christmas, and I went and spent like 50 dollars on him at the mall to get him stocking stuff, and a shirt he wanted. ANd now, I think Im going to have to take it all back, because he got greedy and wanted a cd on ebay and a game at the store. It really ruins christmas for me. I wanted to be able to get him something that was a surprise, and now we cant afford it. He spent 160 dollars last week on games as well. and he said it was fair because I made him go to the liz phair show, and he was bored for 3 hours. I dont see how that warrants spending over 200 dollars on crap. I bought myself maybe half that amount in clothes and stuff that is actually useful over about a months time, and he says Im just as bad. I dont see how clothes that I wear equate to a worthless waste of time like a video game. It makes it that much worse that I am miserable at work, and want to quit so badly, but can't. I just feel like Im trapped in this hole and I cant get out.