Oct 20, 2010 19:20
Time does not heal all things. A simple glance at a nigh-forgotten, unwanted name brings back too much grief.
Heart-rending. It is much less that things reoccur than it is the inconsideration of the people that open the door for the shadows to walk in through.
Why I can't get over it, I don't know. My stomach ties in painful knots and I can't help but wonder if it even fucking matters what I think and feel. What people in general, around here, think and feel.
Guess not, or it wouldn't happen. I'm sure the concerned parties know the reason behind the popular opinion. I'm sure the concerned parties would agree that it's a good reason.
Please stop opening that door. It still hurts. It will probably always hurt. Believe me when I say that it hurts more than just myself - I'm just probably the most extreme example.
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Who am I kidding, anyway? This'll never get noticed.