Jan 11, 2007 17:23
Yep... I haven't posted in ages. And I pretty much know why. Since June of 2006, I haven't been the happiest fellow in the world. I'm pretty much sick of my work, I'm sick of the way I am feeling, and I am sick of the way I look. And the one thing that would always put a smile on my face and make everything right in the world was seeing Tara and her kids. It was all I ever needed. Well, that all ended in June of 2006. So life has pretty much sucked since then. And the few women I have had an interest in could really care less. So here I am.
Well tonight I am having dinner with Holly. I'm pretty excited about it, although I am damn tired cause I get up so friggin' early. Makes me mad. I am going to have a huge cup of coffee on my way to Ann Arbor. I will be eating at "The Blue Nile" which is an Ethiopian restaurant. Let's hope I like it. Holly picked it, and I don't want to disappoint.
She contacted me on Match and we have quite a bit in common. And seem to have pretty similar sensibilities. Still, I feel so bloated. And I am not happy with the way I look tonight. So let's hope my sparkling personality wins her over. We have had a couple really good conversations on the phone, so I hope the chemistry is just as good in person. Like Dan, I can win them over with my voice, but in person... eh!
So wish me luck everyone. I am off to Ann Arbor for what I hope to be an evening of good food and great conversation.
Love and Hugs,
-=Jarrod