Mar 06, 2005 20:39
I felt like writing about it again anyway, seeing as how there's not much else for me to do. I realize she loves Devin and while she may have feelings for me, I can't date a girl who loves another man, as much as it pains me to end it.
What if she stops loving him? What if she wants to come back to me? I don't know. My first inclination would be to go back to her. She's one of the best things that ever happened to me. She made me happy, she cares about me, and we ended it before I wanted it to. I don't want to be like the little douches that stalked her, namely francis and her soon to be beau. Too bad she's probably going to break a promise and lose 230 dollars too. You could've used that for Italy, lynzee. *sigh* I realize you all must think me crazy for wanting to be with her right now, despite the fact she loves another, but you need to realize yourselves that she means a lot to me, and we had a lot of fun together. I'm going to miss it terribly and...I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm going to struggle through school more than I am already for the next week almost no doubt. Bad enough I don't like school, let's toss in some sour feelings too.
gg, life. I'll add posts as I deem necessary.