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[jinjojess]

ugh. I'm having a "big picture" moment where I think about my life in general and how close I am to graduating college and then having to make more decisions that will affect the rest of my earthly time. And I wonder where I'll ultimately end up: Japan? Married? Kids? and so on. That kind of thinking makes it hard to sleep because it forces me to want to be on top of something really high in brilliant sunlight at someplace important--and right now I'm only two stories off the ground and it's nighttime in Chi.

I need to recapture that lovely sense of nostalgia I had going before...it's less depressing.