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Life has only one conclusion. And in its time it is beautiful even if it is hard to say goodbye at times. But still you must because holding on to those who are gone will do them a disservice, and your own life an injustice. Hold memories dear with a smile of joy, and not a pang of loss. The essense of life is change, and to fear death is to fear change, to fear change is to fear life, once you fear life you are already dead, and your fears realized.
I will always remember you can always take more off but can't always put back too much, I will always remember my job needs to be something I love or else I need to find something else, I will always remember to pay close attention, think, and be responsible for my actions. I will always try to retain honor, honesty, and dignity to the best of my ability. When its nice out I'll leave it out, when I need to do the right thing I always will.
My Grandpa's body finally gave out tonight. I wish I could give him a handshake for a life well done. But there will be opportunity for that later. I thought I would feel horrible this day, I've thought about it for awhile. I don't feel horrible at all.
I would complain about nobody in my family ever wanting a funeral though. I mean hell, I never get to go to funeral because everytime someone in my family dies they had already said "I don't want any services". Thats dumb. I feel cheated out of a perfectly good excuse to get drunk with my family. Not that we really ever need an excuse, but still! Oh well burnt meat and beer will happen no matter what I suppose.
I will always remember you can always take more off but can't always put back too much, I will always remember my job needs to be something I love or else I need to find something else, I will always remember to pay close attention, think, and be responsible for my actions. I will always try to retain honor, honesty, and dignity to the best of my ability. When its nice out I'll leave it out, when I need to do the right thing I always will.
My Grandpa's body finally gave out tonight. I wish I could give him a handshake for a life well done. But there will be opportunity for that later. I thought I would feel horrible this day, I've thought about it for awhile. I don't feel horrible at all.
I would complain about nobody in my family ever wanting a funeral though. I mean hell, I never get to go to funeral because everytime someone in my family dies they had already said "I don't want any services". Thats dumb. I feel cheated out of a perfectly good excuse to get drunk with my family. Not that we really ever need an excuse, but still! Oh well burnt meat and beer will happen no matter what I suppose.