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hey peeps, I kicked butt at the Ed White swim meet yesterday, i got second in both the 100 fly (which i only swam once ever in 9th grade and i went 10 seconds faster then coach said i would, wee) and in the 200 IM (which was predicted). I got the 3rd fastest overall team time for 50 free, i happy. well this is the last post for awhile i'm going out of town and although it is for something i don't think i want to go to, its away from this place, this life. I'm learning to please someone is todo the impossible, no one is ever truly happy, for every good thing that happens, a bad thing of equal extent occurs. I need to think alot about alot of differnt things. I push myself so hard in everything and no one cares, one loses motivation after too much, and i'm breaking down. Josh stay safe and try to let people help you seek your independce, Sarah it will be ok.