I.. don't know what to say
Because yesterday I couldn't utter a single thing, I want to express now ALL my feelings!
I was DAMN shocked, I couldn't move, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't do a single thing, I just stayed motionless in front of my computer, talking with ktf_kattun over the phone, and just couldn't believe something like this! All I said was just: NO NO NO WAY! I can't believe something like this, I can't accept something like this! First Jin, now Koki! No way, just NO WAY!
And the shock and sadness and pain turned in anger and frustration... No way! I can't accept something like this! Koki.. just NO! How can I listen to KAT-TUN now?! I LOVE THEM!!! I want them back! Together!
Koki's rap was unique, just like Maru's beatbox! How can destroy this?!
Of course I will support the remaining member just.. this will not be KAT-TUN anymore. I am damn scared, afraid for them! I want, I NEED my boys back together! 8 years being their fan! 5 years with Jin, 8 with Koki, and they want ME to accept KAT-TUN as 4?! No way, just no fuckin' way! It hurts me, it pains me, and I can't accept something like this! I need KAT-TUN.. Am I asking for the impossible?! I don't want to think like this....
I'm feeling just like when they lost Jin... this is another nightmare! This can't be happening! And because I can't accept something like this, I did this little thing to JE.
Dear Johnny's Entertainment,
I would like to say a big FUCK YOU, because you managed to destroy something that was very dear and important to me! I still can't believe how FUCKED UP this situation is! Do YOU even imagine what have you done?!?! Do YOU have a fuckin' single idea what stupid thing you did?! FOR WHAT?! Because you wanted to get rid of the ones that carred THE MOST about this band?! Well, FUCK YOU, you did it!!!!
First, YOU take Jin away from them, because you wanted to destroy them, and wanted Jin to fail?! YOU failed sir! Because Jin succeded! And KAT-TUN, even if they took a great fall, they managed to get up, and shine! AND what now?! YOU destroyed them!!!!
How can YOU take away from them the most beautiful voice, and send it to America?! How could YOU take away the most awesome rapper JE have EVER seen in this fuckin' life!!! Johnny, YOU are getting ridiculous!!! How can YOU get up in the morning?! You fuckin' bastard!!!!
Jin, I will support you ALL my life, and hope you already know that.
Koki, I will always be a hyphen and follow you! Because you are my LORD, you are OUR JOKER, and no one will take that away from you/us!
KAT-TUN, please, just please, get away from this fucked up 'company', take Jin and Koki with you, and reunite KAT-TUN. Because KAT-TUN is a 6 people band!
With love,
me!!!