Wish I had a picture of a black rose lain across a coffin. It would've been fitting.
Damn. Let's start off with the slightly less serious.
We start with Marci. She's cool, we have good convos, and she's fun. But she doesn't trust me. That's all that needs to be said right there.
Fucking hotty from down south. Man I could love that girl. Could have the most serious and romantic relationship outta everybody else. Could be truly happy if I let myself. But I can't. Distance... *among other things* just can't do the distance and moving down south ain't twirking right now. But I still got luv. Can't help it.
Toni. Damn man, this girl is the coolest of the cool. And honestly, I think she has the most sex appeal of most of the girls I know, just something about that girl. This girl woulda been ranked at the top but just found out she's gotta man. More then one, lucky me right... That was the girl I was hoping could lead to better things fa sho. But fell right on through. Damn. She was sexy as shyt too (I mean damn sexy).
Juin...
Juin...
Man, what can I say about Juin. I WANTED to love that girl. I wanted to, I tried, I almost belived I did. lol Look at how that turned out. She kicking it with her ex all in luv with it. Playing dissappearing acts like she's some kinda magician. And I'm stuck in that "Justin Case" mode. So what the fuck can I say about her. Only thing I'm happy about is that I'm not thinking about her as much now since I haven't heard from her in a minute.
So what's the purpose of this journal? It's a burial service for the feelings I had for all four of these beautiful women. Between all four of them I did know love for a minute. Just didn't work out with any of them. So I gotta move on. I don't want to with a couple of them. I want to hold them and be with them in every way possible. Physically, emotionally, and mentally. lol But that's hella off subject right...
I miss you already baby girl. I hope you find happiness, too bad we couldn't do it together.
A lightness in my chest,
And a yearning in my heart.
What you’re doing to me
Is just tearing me apart.
I wish that I could show you, or tell you
Just how much you mean to me.
But no matter what I say or do,
The truth you’ll never see.
So what choices can I make?
I guess you just don’t, you wouldn’t, and you couldn’t understand
That I was meant to be your woman,
But you weren’t meant to be my man...
Courtesy of another luv lost...
We start with Marci. She's cool, we have good convos, and she's fun. But she doesn't trust me. That's all that needs to be said right there.
Fucking hotty from down south. Man I could love that girl. Could have the most serious and romantic relationship outta everybody else. Could be truly happy if I let myself. But I can't. Distance... *among other things* just can't do the distance and moving down south ain't twirking right now. But I still got luv. Can't help it.
Toni. Damn man, this girl is the coolest of the cool. And honestly, I think she has the most sex appeal of most of the girls I know, just something about that girl. This girl woulda been ranked at the top but just found out she's gotta man. More then one, lucky me right... That was the girl I was hoping could lead to better things fa sho. But fell right on through. Damn. She was sexy as shyt too (I mean damn sexy).
Juin...
Juin...
Man, what can I say about Juin. I WANTED to love that girl. I wanted to, I tried, I almost belived I did. lol Look at how that turned out. She kicking it with her ex all in luv with it. Playing dissappearing acts like she's some kinda magician. And I'm stuck in that "Justin Case" mode. So what the fuck can I say about her. Only thing I'm happy about is that I'm not thinking about her as much now since I haven't heard from her in a minute.
So what's the purpose of this journal? It's a burial service for the feelings I had for all four of these beautiful women. Between all four of them I did know love for a minute. Just didn't work out with any of them. So I gotta move on. I don't want to with a couple of them. I want to hold them and be with them in every way possible. Physically, emotionally, and mentally. lol But that's hella off subject right...
I miss you already baby girl. I hope you find happiness, too bad we couldn't do it together.
A lightness in my chest,
And a yearning in my heart.
What you’re doing to me
Is just tearing me apart.
I wish that I could show you, or tell you
Just how much you mean to me.
But no matter what I say or do,
The truth you’ll never see.
So what choices can I make?
I guess you just don’t, you wouldn’t, and you couldn’t understand
That I was meant to be your woman,
But you weren’t meant to be my man...
Courtesy of another luv lost...