Seriously my heart has invaded my dreams lol.
I had this dream this morning that...well its stupid and I was debating on whether or not I should post about since its stupid, but there is insight to it I guess.
So I think I was at Billy's house, but this wasn't his real home. It looked fimilar to me, but I couldn't pin point it. I was showing him how to burn a PS2 game I think and the game I used was Gundam Seed Destiny: Generation of C.E. I remember showing him the cut scenes in the game and he was blown away at the graphics for a PS2 game. Then Ali in the kitchen area I guess (I recall her standing by a wooden table that again looked fimilar, but can't pin point it) starts to get upset or angry about something and I can recall her just going like OMG or oh shit!...something to that extent..
....fuck the next part is so stupid I have to lj cut it...I know at this point I doubt it'll keep you from looking, but its just too stupid to post freely...
Ok so I get up and go to Ali. I looked into her eyes and hug her and then I whisper into her ear "i love you."
I woke up and I had this tingly feeling in my heart...I don't know its the first time my heart has done that and so I think my heart is trying to break free in the worse way.
Really? she is worth laying the cards on the table and seeing what happens? At any rate its just horrible, horrible timing and maybe even then yknow it might still be bad. God I hope Ali stopped reading my lj lol, nah its kool I would've probably told her about it anyway...
No doubt my heart really wants to take a shot at it....
So I think I was at Billy's house, but this wasn't his real home. It looked fimilar to me, but I couldn't pin point it. I was showing him how to burn a PS2 game I think and the game I used was Gundam Seed Destiny: Generation of C.E. I remember showing him the cut scenes in the game and he was blown away at the graphics for a PS2 game. Then Ali in the kitchen area I guess (I recall her standing by a wooden table that again looked fimilar, but can't pin point it) starts to get upset or angry about something and I can recall her just going like OMG or oh shit!...something to that extent..
....fuck the next part is so stupid I have to lj cut it...I know at this point I doubt it'll keep you from looking, but its just too stupid to post freely...
Ok so I get up and go to Ali. I looked into her eyes and hug her and then I whisper into her ear "i love you."
I woke up and I had this tingly feeling in my heart...I don't know its the first time my heart has done that and so I think my heart is trying to break free in the worse way.
Really? she is worth laying the cards on the table and seeing what happens? At any rate its just horrible, horrible timing and maybe even then yknow it might still be bad. God I hope Ali stopped reading my lj lol, nah its kool I would've probably told her about it anyway...
No doubt my heart really wants to take a shot at it....