this horrible day...

[jimthelicker]

how many people remember elementary school? sitting there building up to this day and your teacher having a day where you all made those stupid pouches that you hung on the side of your desk in hopes that it would be filled with holiday cheer. how nice, huh? nothing like getting your hopes really high and then have them brought down to a crashing crumbling mess when you realize that you didnt get anything. ever have a crush someone and you go out and buy them something for valentines day, give it to them and they just look at you like youre a retard?

i always hated having to make those stupid cards for the class just so the everybody got a card. it was annoying. the sad thing, and im sure ill catch a lot of yelling for this, but i would go thru the list of kids in my class and not make the cards for people i didnt like or were ugly. of course, im not the sexiest thing out there, but there are just some 'fugly' people. it wasnt selfish, i just didnt want to give the wrong vibes.

so now, im older and still dont celebrate the holiday. i think that its a bunch of shit. i tell ya, there should be a holiday in march called "im depressed, so ill kill myself" because you have turkey day-valentines day all in a row. what if youre single? or have no family? talk about making you feel bad.

oh well... im done. i just hate this day.