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all right, tonight we dont have any of that funny stuff to talk about per say.... this is a personal thing that i have to bitch about bc im really angry about it.
upon my entry into college, i was told to remove ALL of my belongings out of my mothers house, and moved into my apartment place. now, my step dad told me that i didn't need to come home every weekend like +/- 75% of college kids do. i had no problem with that, bc i really dont like my family, but nonetheless, i have to see them bc they are my family. so anyway, after the first semester at school, my mom calls me and is telling me that she thinks that i dont need to come home anymore bc im not making straight A's in school. this, in my mind, is effectively kicking me out of the house, aye? so i was rather angry about this bc it was my stepfather behind the whole thing. so i told my mom that i wanted her to tell my grandmother why i wasn't coming home to see her anymore, and stuff like that. then on xmas, the family tells me that i need to make sure that i dont come back bc i waste too much time coming to see my gf and my grandma. so i got really angry and left a week early to come back to g-boro. anyway... this past weekend, i went back down to charlotte for my gfs b-day and i called my mom to see if i could stop by the house to pick up anything for my up-coming b-day. she said that it would be ok if i came over and that nobody (my step dad) would be mad. so i blindly walked into a pit-trap. i proceeded to have a decent conversation with my step dad. well, that was blown down my leg when he gave me the look of "why the fuck are you in my house? why did you disobey me? who the fuck are you to come in here and talk nice to me?" i didn't know that i wasn't allowed in my familys house. so i just walked out and left. today, my mom calls and expects me to sit here and listen to her bitch me out bc i need to fucking grow up and understand the fact that im supposed to stay in school and not have a life. well i gave her a mouth full, and had more to say, but she hung up. now my question to those who dont read this is, what should i do? i mean, should i just stay here and leave them alone? should i do what i want, and not bother them with anything? wt?
upon my entry into college, i was told to remove ALL of my belongings out of my mothers house, and moved into my apartment place. now, my step dad told me that i didn't need to come home every weekend like +/- 75% of college kids do. i had no problem with that, bc i really dont like my family, but nonetheless, i have to see them bc they are my family. so anyway, after the first semester at school, my mom calls me and is telling me that she thinks that i dont need to come home anymore bc im not making straight A's in school. this, in my mind, is effectively kicking me out of the house, aye? so i was rather angry about this bc it was my stepfather behind the whole thing. so i told my mom that i wanted her to tell my grandmother why i wasn't coming home to see her anymore, and stuff like that. then on xmas, the family tells me that i need to make sure that i dont come back bc i waste too much time coming to see my gf and my grandma. so i got really angry and left a week early to come back to g-boro. anyway... this past weekend, i went back down to charlotte for my gfs b-day and i called my mom to see if i could stop by the house to pick up anything for my up-coming b-day. she said that it would be ok if i came over and that nobody (my step dad) would be mad. so i blindly walked into a pit-trap. i proceeded to have a decent conversation with my step dad. well, that was blown down my leg when he gave me the look of "why the fuck are you in my house? why did you disobey me? who the fuck are you to come in here and talk nice to me?" i didn't know that i wasn't allowed in my familys house. so i just walked out and left. today, my mom calls and expects me to sit here and listen to her bitch me out bc i need to fucking grow up and understand the fact that im supposed to stay in school and not have a life. well i gave her a mouth full, and had more to say, but she hung up. now my question to those who dont read this is, what should i do? i mean, should i just stay here and leave them alone? should i do what i want, and not bother them with anything? wt?