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My dog has been the focalpoint of my life recently. Everything from his incessant barking and howling to soiling my carpet to running like a psychotic freighttrain, this dog has been driving me insane. Compound the fact my GF moved in a couple of weeks ago,its been an interesting 2005 so far.
The gigs going alright, just want to be able to contribute more than I am now. One thing that gets me about the client I work for is that their system of organization(i.e. their call flow system) is rather..how you say..idioic. Not saying their a bad company, just a company that needs some general housecleaning and reorgainzation in that situation. Also, im wanting to go back to school here in the near future to pursue some sort of network administration path,maybe with a side of security as well. I like this business and I know i'll probably in it for the next (miniumum)25-30 years of my life.
Ive also been working on my self esteem issues as well. Im not as moody or pissed off at the world as I was say in my early-mid 20's where I had thoughts of swandiving off the Congress Ave. bridge in Austin,shooting myself or ODing on a bottle of candy colored pills almost every day. This esteem has been more a confidence issue that involves my work environment. This mainly ties into the fact I got the boot from two perm gigs back in 2001,one was a combo of my mouth,general pigheadedness and budgetary concerns while the other was from budget cuts at the company. I know in my heart and mind that this part of my life is a million miles away from where I am at now. In fact, I can proudly say I changed after that point. But, I always keep that thought in my head about what can and may happen if im not careful.
I still need to find me a gym for GF and myself, because we both need to work out. Im getting love handles want to bulk up and tighten the abs. GF wants to shed around 30lbs and tighen up as well..I can only imagine her tanned in a sexy little 2 piece with a tat and me all ripped and bulky.
Lastly, im planning a camping trip to the guadalupe in mid july,right after my 29th birthday. Im taking a few days to go down,tube,head to schlitterbahn,hang out at the gruene hall,drink some good beer and eat some decent mexican in SA/German in New Braunfels. Im debating maybe making this a group effort,seeing if I can round up some friends to go down as well. I hope I can pull it off because I like hanging out and drinking on the river with good friends.
Anywho, until next time Amerika :D
The gigs going alright, just want to be able to contribute more than I am now. One thing that gets me about the client I work for is that their system of organization(i.e. their call flow system) is rather..how you say..idioic. Not saying their a bad company, just a company that needs some general housecleaning and reorgainzation in that situation. Also, im wanting to go back to school here in the near future to pursue some sort of network administration path,maybe with a side of security as well. I like this business and I know i'll probably in it for the next (miniumum)25-30 years of my life.
Ive also been working on my self esteem issues as well. Im not as moody or pissed off at the world as I was say in my early-mid 20's where I had thoughts of swandiving off the Congress Ave. bridge in Austin,shooting myself or ODing on a bottle of candy colored pills almost every day. This esteem has been more a confidence issue that involves my work environment. This mainly ties into the fact I got the boot from two perm gigs back in 2001,one was a combo of my mouth,general pigheadedness and budgetary concerns while the other was from budget cuts at the company. I know in my heart and mind that this part of my life is a million miles away from where I am at now. In fact, I can proudly say I changed after that point. But, I always keep that thought in my head about what can and may happen if im not careful.
I still need to find me a gym for GF and myself, because we both need to work out. Im getting love handles want to bulk up and tighten the abs. GF wants to shed around 30lbs and tighen up as well..I can only imagine her tanned in a sexy little 2 piece with a tat and me all ripped and bulky.
Lastly, im planning a camping trip to the guadalupe in mid july,right after my 29th birthday. Im taking a few days to go down,tube,head to schlitterbahn,hang out at the gruene hall,drink some good beer and eat some decent mexican in SA/German in New Braunfels. Im debating maybe making this a group effort,seeing if I can round up some friends to go down as well. I hope I can pull it off because I like hanging out and drinking on the river with good friends.
Anywho, until next time Amerika :D