i dont want to leave.
alright well today was fun =]
but now im thinking about me leaving in fucking 3days.i dont want to go =/ i want nothing to change what so ever and if they were to change i would only want them to change if it was better than now.i love every single one of you.i will miss eveyrone,and i dont want to go =[ god damnit i love my family but why cant they come here?I DONT WANT TO GO.i rather stay here alone for christmas than go to ecuador. i know only 3weeks but its long for me.i've been there 2motnhs before and i felt like going crazy&it was just4months ago.and 3weeks will make me go crazy somehow.=/ ah please dont fucking let anything go bad while im not here.let nothing change =( please.
i cant help but loving you.
<33lina
but now im thinking about me leaving in fucking 3days.i dont want to go =/ i want nothing to change what so ever and if they were to change i would only want them to change if it was better than now.i love every single one of you.i will miss eveyrone,and i dont want to go =[ god damnit i love my family but why cant they come here?I DONT WANT TO GO.i rather stay here alone for christmas than go to ecuador. i know only 3weeks but its long for me.i've been there 2motnhs before and i felt like going crazy&it was just4months ago.and 3weeks will make me go crazy somehow.=/ ah please dont fucking let anything go bad while im not here.let nothing change =( please.
i cant help but loving you.
<33lina