Oct 06, 2005 07:37
so i never update this anymore. my desktop has a virus..suck. um...i just thought i would update. i still update my xanga often. so look on there...or something. i dunno, but i really don't have anything to say now-a-days. i guess i'm just less..well nevermind, i was never interesting. it's October...things have changed, but they are still the same. I still feel the same as I always have really. i don't know...i often feel as if i don't fit in here and like, shouldn't be here. but that's weird because...like i've always felt like no matter where i was no one wanted me there, and i've never really understood why i thought that way. but i does. so a lot of the time it's weird because people around here all hang out with people they have known forever and the people who i have known forever are seldomly around so it's like...? but i also want to branch out and make new friends too, meet new people. And i have..i have but i still feel like they don't really want me around, but i is around and they want me to leave. but i think that about everyone. eh, you shouldn't have wasted your time reading this entry...i mean..you could have been listening to Bright Eyes instead. -dances-