There's one thing that you've gotta do

Jan 13, 2006 16:34

Back in school. This is my last semester senior year. It feels different. I'm more closed off from people. I told Sandra, I don't know if it's the fact that I know I have to leave them all soon so I am distancing myself now or what. Who knows. I try to be as happy as I can and I can't fight how I feel so I just go with the flow at this point.

There will be alot of work this semester. I hope that I don't get a case of "I don't give a fuck". I'm more nervous about graduating than I let on. I am a kid and I don't want to grow up, I'm not ready. Call me immature or whatever, but I'm not looking forward to all the grown up shit that comes after graduation at this point.

I am officially not concerned with stupid people. I seem to have friends that get mad over some seriously dumb stuff. If Patrick turns on his girly, you don't pay enough attention to me thing again, I'm going to have to hurt him. Man up, if you have something to say....say it! If you don't tell me how you feel, then I don't care. It's pretty simple. Ahh, sorry this is spawned from a conversation with Derrick that I had yesterday. I should spend more time on him. He's a good guy and tries harder than I do.

On a happier note, I get a fuck ton of furniture this weekend. I'm excited that I won't have to worry about that kind of stuff after graduation, I'll mostly have the stuff I need in my house. Those damn number puzzles are addictive. I can't stop. Even when I should be doing homework.

To pull a page from the book of Ashley, even if we don't talk, I still think of you. If you have affected my life in a significant way, I will never not think of you from time to time.
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