Aug 13, 2009 15:37
okay so at the moment, i'm depressed.
I got back from France yesterday evening, and the second I stepped back into my gloomy, hot, messy room, I decided I want to move out. Ghazzala has yet to come online, we were supposed to go out today, but we haven't spoken yet...maybe if we do meet up today I'll ask her to bring me some of her pills.
I can't bring myself to write at the moment-about Oscar, I mean. I have depressive writer's block, ha. Tomorrow I'm off to bournemouth for three days though; so that's alright I suppose. Can't wait to get away from this horrible house again. Next week mind you, I'm going to Wales for three days to see my great auntie, who has cancer at the moment :(
Things aren't very good, and also I'm incredibly fucked off that I missed Christine's fucking party.
Forget it, maybe I just need to get laid.
gaz,
oscar