Deffinetly Not Complacent
I feel different. I've reached a point in musical where im bored...i get so angry at the "directors" for refusing to step up and get things moving. It is not our responsibility as a cast or even Rob's responsibility to get people quiet or to start doing the things directors do during tech week. They just sit back in there chairs and eat and be rude. i find it insulting that they dont even try to fix anything. i cannot wait for messmer to come home tomorrow. Hopefully this will get better and i will find the extra energy to push myself to performance mode b/c as of now i dont plan on killing myself if they dont seem to care. I dont want to go to balllllll or better yet i dont know who i would go with. help? neone? lol I overslep this morning so i missed yet another day of english and chorus. meh. we watched 2 chaplin movies for film fest today. i enjoyed the first one...not so much the second. Practice was good for the tech, not so much for the cast. Oh well. It'll start coming together....next week it'll get "real." I dont really have that much to say...oh we went to buffalo wild wings last night after practice. Another primo night i must say. Leave it to the vegetarian tim to get a veggie burger at buffalo wild wings...i was angry. lol. Tim and kevin were hilarious when we were leaving. Whenever anyone comes up to kevin and pretends to snap his neck, he falls and acts like he died. It is effin funny. so we did it in front of waiters and people and the bouncer at BWW and kevin "died" and tim ran out the door and i have never laughed so hard in my life. Everyone was flipping out and wondering if kevin was ohk then he simply got up...brushed himself off and bowed and exited with a smirk of accomplishment taking over his cynical face. a great night indeed. Well by being in the midst of eating raumen noodles and watching American Idol, i find it neccessary to end this journal of reflection and start living again so tomorrow night u can read something new....For now-
Jimmy
Jimmy