Apr 30, 2005 09:55
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
Okay, so apparently I tried to "shove my tongue down Martin's throat" before I dumped Sean... hardly, I was having a laugh and I gave him quick peck on the lips... fucks sake dudes, Me and Craig do that all the fucking time! Jeez! and so, artin, Sean, Grant and Laurie are not speaking to me. Neither's Celine by the looks of it, but meh, she doesn't believe me about the whole "Martin thing" she said she does but from the look I think I got, I'm pretty sure she doesn't. Meh, well. *Squishes Fergy* He is such a dude, he's always there for me man, and doesn't judge me.... *Squishes Kirsty and Craig too* Craig's just too darn nice to me, I don't deserve it. You know, I've summed up that I probably have 5 friends at the most right now... Fergy,Craig,Emma,Kirsty and Jerri... Just goes to show you can figure out who you're real friends are when stuff like this happens...
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Woo Jerri's gonna sell me some of her Busted stuff! *Dances* She's sellin her Busted and McFly junk cause she went through a phase lasting about a month where she liked them and now she doesn't and wants rid of the stuff...She has like the annuals and posters and fuck knows all what...So love to teh Jerri!
Going up to Big In Falkirk soon, gonna be a teenie bopper for the day! :D and goin up tomorrow aswell 'cause they're trying to do the world's largest slosh dance! :D How cool! and Tony Christie and Freefaller (:D:P) are gonna be there! *Snerk* tis a good day out though, really fun...might meet Fergy up there.
Going to the megazone for Heather's birthday which shall be cool, *Has never been to the megazone before* *Is a loser* :)
Ooft, might be going to see Fightstar on May 31...Armour.For.Sleep and...wait for it....BRIGADE!!!! are backing them..*Is a whore for Brigade*
Anyways, have a nice day people!
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