So
I know I'd say there'd be more to come on the insomnia/ ptsd bit (and there will), currently my level of stress from work is undercutting and replacing this. How so? I sleep even less, can barely think straight and have to continue going full bore on a daily basis. I fucking hate working on medical readiness and verifying med-records with mrrs, and my marines pulling shit on me and my corpsmen at the last fucking minute to get done.
On another note, I'm getting into a relationship with a woman who deployed with me to Haiti, I have always liked her, but honored her wishes at the time back then to not try and get into a relationship with her then. I'm not going to go into the full details other than it came up after I left she realized how much of an impact I had had on her, and was diagnosed more heavily than I was. I guess I'm of the same opinion about us trying it out, we both can't stop thinking of each other, and I miss the shit out of her most days, and have dreams about her when I can remember them. I don't know, this up coming Afgan deployment has me worried.
On another note, I'm getting into a relationship with a woman who deployed with me to Haiti, I have always liked her, but honored her wishes at the time back then to not try and get into a relationship with her then. I'm not going to go into the full details other than it came up after I left she realized how much of an impact I had had on her, and was diagnosed more heavily than I was. I guess I'm of the same opinion about us trying it out, we both can't stop thinking of each other, and I miss the shit out of her most days, and have dreams about her when I can remember them. I don't know, this up coming Afgan deployment has me worried.