happy 5 months

[jimmy__]

why does this keep reacuring why do i still try why do i say i wont then change at the drop of an eye what is it about u that i cant leave alone im so scared i dont no if i want to ever be close pain comes and goes but ive seen enough of it why does your smile keep opening my coffin i need to move on from it but i cant i hear your voice then want notthing but u im tired of thinking i have everything under control just to get my world riped apart why am i so fucking stupid why do i listen to my heart u say its u that has the most pain not to sound rude but i have to disagree step by step this whole thing is in repeat over and over the same fucking thing love is a word thats an expression of pain if u think its real this time think again i dont think it will ever be true what do u do when your so confused what do u do when u dont no what it is that makes u move why do people think so fucking much why does your kiss feel like the first when i hold u i dont want to let u go but your skin is like fire it burns your smile infects me like a fucking diease it wont die down it only burns stronger maybe one day there will pain no longer

ok im done being emo