let's be confused together
what do i do now?
because i've fucked up, i guess. not overly or actively
i've just done absolutely nothing to remedy my slight meanderings in the wrong direction
like a snowball, i guess. starts off small and rolls until it crushes your cute little log cabin on the mountain.
trying to be a good person doesn't seem to work
is it wrong to want to fail at life? because that seems so much more satisfying.
compliments are lies
people are liars
i have trouble believing who is my friend and who isn't
i'm intensely paranoid and always have been
but has it always affected me this much?
and i'm so creeped out by 11 year olds who date. that thing should be reserved for people who've gone through puberty.
also it's wrong that an 11 year old has had more lovers than me.
i use the term 'lover' quite loosely.
how do i know who means what they say?
because i can't find the strength to lie anymore
and i guess that makes me a bitch.
because i've fucked up, i guess. not overly or actively
i've just done absolutely nothing to remedy my slight meanderings in the wrong direction
like a snowball, i guess. starts off small and rolls until it crushes your cute little log cabin on the mountain.
trying to be a good person doesn't seem to work
is it wrong to want to fail at life? because that seems so much more satisfying.
compliments are lies
people are liars
i have trouble believing who is my friend and who isn't
i'm intensely paranoid and always have been
but has it always affected me this much?
and i'm so creeped out by 11 year olds who date. that thing should be reserved for people who've gone through puberty.
also it's wrong that an 11 year old has had more lovers than me.
i use the term 'lover' quite loosely.
how do i know who means what they say?
because i can't find the strength to lie anymore
and i guess that makes me a bitch.