>>sigh<<
i only set myself up for this......
i see through you.
you petty charms of the moment may hold my heart for a breif second.
but when you are gone, i see the world around me, and you.
you're secrets, are not as secret as you may think.
your eyes, your actions
betray you,
and do not decive me as you may wish.
i will be no ones seconds choice,
even if it means being alone.
you won't ever read this, but then again, i never wrote in this for anyone else.
it's mearly to purge things from my mind so that i needn't deal with them.
sometimes i go against my gut feelings....
i always regret it.
may new wounds, lead to new reliefs, then be retried as old scars.
---Molly
i see through you.
you petty charms of the moment may hold my heart for a breif second.
but when you are gone, i see the world around me, and you.
you're secrets, are not as secret as you may think.
your eyes, your actions
betray you,
and do not decive me as you may wish.
i will be no ones seconds choice,
even if it means being alone.
you won't ever read this, but then again, i never wrote in this for anyone else.
it's mearly to purge things from my mind so that i needn't deal with them.
sometimes i go against my gut feelings....
i always regret it.
may new wounds, lead to new reliefs, then be retried as old scars.
---Molly